andrea31

Fri, 02 Jun 2006 03:25:13 GMT

Its funny because I never understood why so many relationships ended in hatred - even when the two never really had a reason to hate...but now i've come to find that sometimes you have to - to justify being alone & to simply get them out of your mind. Or else, you go crazy at the thought of past happiness and will forever wonder "what weng wrong?".

But when you do hate, you can deceive yourself and let it go enough to push it aside because "they never deserved" you / your time anyway. You have to extinguish any doubts up frnt because they're get under you skin and eat you alive.

Fact - you'll never be able to let them go. they'll always be a part of your past. This you can't change, nor can you deny what it was. You just have to let it go and move on with your life...one step at a time. Really its all you can do.

You have your friends and some of them are even real.

Fuck. Fake. Friends.

Moral? The tricky part is figuring out just who your real friends are.

Sat, 14 Jan 2006 00:23:02 GMT

on another note:
you might not understand, but its still funny.
erica, any idea where the motivation for THIS one came from? ahaha.

There once was a boy named Jordan

Who took off his clothes out of boredom

Uncovered he was, just because

All but the sock, covering his cock

The girls all giggled with glee

But the boys, they hid in the tree

But Jordan didn’t care, for he was all bare

All but the sock, covering his cock

The passersby all stopped to peer

They thought he’d look better after some beer

His bod was flawed, but he thought he looked like a god

All but the sock, covering his cock

Jordan continued to stand

Making good use of his hand

But soon he grew tired, and so to his room he expired

Taking all but the sock, covering his cock.

i want to rant and rave where nobody knows my name

Tue, 08 Nov 2005 00:44:03 GMT

I HATE DOUBLE STANDARDS.

i hate girls. I HATE THEM! they are evil. i swear to god. and i was that girl once. the girl who knew he was taken but stole him anyway...I DID THAT. and if he can be stolen once he can be stolen again. and that bitch is pretty enough to do it, yknow? she IS. and sure he says he doesn't like girls who drink but guess what HE TALKS ABOUT ALCOHOL ALL THE TIME. and you know what else? he probably wants to.

I DONT TRUST PEOPLE.
i don't.

I FREAK OUT A LOT.

and when people call him names no one else is allowed to....I DONT UNDERSTAND. why should THOSE GIRLS be allowed to do so!?

and you know what else? i remember over the summer one year if i didn't text him a "morning message" like EVERY morning, he'd get all pissy. does he ever message me?!
NO!

would i freak out if i knew i was on his mind...EVER?
NO!

IM SO FUCKING PISSED! why do i have to deal with this!?
how much of this is legit and how much is me just being a girl!?

FUCK!